After a couple of weeks of on and off again school/snow days, I think we are all a little out of sync. The messed up schedule has thrown me and I've missed three days of working out. It is so hard to motivate myself, especially when the schedule is askew, but then the pain starts and I know if I don't get moving, I won't be able to. I guess I have may have fibromyalgia, but I refuse to accept that fact, so I just keep telling myself that I feel better when I work out.
It does make a huge difference, but it is frustrating that after missing 3 days, I have taken two steps back... oh well. I will choose to not let it discourage me.
I am craving quiet time with my bible and journal, but I also need to work on a paper that is due tomorrow. This is where I get stuck. The impending "have to" paralyzes my ability to put it off for a little bit and refresh myself spiritually. I had set aside time to work on it, but went sledding instead (glad I did!) - so now I need to shake off the laundry, cleaning my floors (salt and wood don't mix), and get it done. But first, my boy has a basketball game today... when I get home from that, I will feel that I need a nap, and so goes the procrastination.
Okay, so this is one of my not so great days... now you know what a mess it is in my brain.
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